A problem with humanity, and most certainly with me, is that we desperately try to separate our pain from love and life itself. We all want to feel love, and we want to give love, but we cannot accept the pain. It´s almost as if we expected life to be served at a tray of gold. But have you ever loved anyone without feeling pain? How suffocating it can be to love! Without love there is no worrying, no pain. What would the meaning of life be, if we felt no pain? Nothing!
The pain of life is always there, no matter if we love or if we hate. The only difference between love and hate lies outside myself, it´s in the relation between people, in our action. It has nothing to do with our feelings. No matter if I love or hate pain will always be there as my closest companion within my heart and soul, so let´s make pain my best friend. It tells me something about the suffering that still exist in this world, it simply begs my heart to do something, to act.
The huge difference between love and hate will be the result of my actions, what I give to other people. But sometimes we simply love too much, and we give too much of ourselves to people who´re really not prepared to receive what we give. I´m like a big mummy eagle who´s not letting my baby eagles out to try their wings. It´s painful to see people manage their lives by themselves, because if they do, they want need me any more, will they? If they don’t need me, where will my place in life then be? It´s an eternal act of balance.
It´s time to take the stand. It´s time to move, to get out there in this world of suffering and give to those who need and want. And when they don´t need or want any more, it´s time to move again. It´s time to stop looking for my place and start to fertilize humanity. Doing that I will not find my place, I will find life and the meaning of it. It has nothing to do with me. I´m telling you – it´s time to take the stand.